A New Beginning!!!!

Well, last 2 weeks were like rollercoaster, I was having lot of tensions and at the same time excitement of achieving long cherished dream of getting into MBA course to fulfill my ambitious goals in my life.

It's time to gasp some breath and spare some for enjoying the joy of making it into NITIE.

I just can say, "Dream on, Dreamcatcher!!! There is light of hope and excitement at the end of tunnel".

But, before I go further, I need to thank my all friends and well wishers and all the guys who helped and supported me in difficult times in my life and some who even guided me towards the right direction. I think, this achievement is meaningless without them. It's been very hard and toiling journey, and I am happy that it has reached to its proper destination.

I need to share some facts, which I learned in this whole period of time and are worthwhile to remember-

First, you need to have lot of patience and perseverance to achieve the desired goals of life. I accept that I lost the faith and more important patience in the last phases, something I will keep in my mind that hard battles are won by patience not by any other weapons.

Second, life starts where you want it to start, so its better you make your life as you wish rather than life makes you as per other conditions. It's not important to win each "RatRace". (and I would rather say it's not essential that you need to be part of it.) But success does not mean winning; success shows how you handle the life in very difficult times.

Thirdly, keep dreaming !!!! That's thing which keeps you alive in this world. It is the belief that there is something, which is still need to conquer and something that makes you happy. Never stop dreaming, for me the growth of our life ends when your dreams are over.

Last and but not the least, Thanks to TCS who supported my decision for MBA and waived the bond for me, something I did not expected but kind hearted HRs helped me for my reliving process.

Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional....

Last 2 months, have been boring and frustrating months of my life. I am juggling through various project offers but it seems no one is willing to accept me, where I wanted to go. May be it will continue for some time.

MBA thing has also taken a big hit after MDI waitlist didn't move as I expected and I think it's out of the window. I feel may be I am expecting too much out of life or been just unlucky on various occasions and took some wrong decisions on crunch times.

I don't know, how much repairing needs to be done on my attitude or vision or may be worse, my aspirations....

I am laying in my bed around these times in my home but never had the feeling of peace which I am searching over the last 4 years, just slogging hard at goals that always felt short by an inch and never had the courage to think beyond it. May be it's time to do that.....

As far as life goes, I would like to give all best wishes to Bhim and thite dudes for their MBA course.

I need to start the new campaign for my life...

As it says "Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional...."

Homecoming......

Finally, after almost two very hard years , I am starting my blog which I missed a lot and couldn't do it from office as it was blocked.But anyways now, I am back with bang!!!!

My life in TCS have been more interesting than I thought. In ILP, I made some very good friends across TCS and still miss my ILP days.
My base branch was Bangalore, which was again new place for me but proved to be more fruitful in experience and confidence as I stayed alone with my friends there. I think, my life was made comfortable in Bangalore by senior as well as junior colleagues who helped me to get settled in my IT professional life in stressful and demanding environment.

It was big learning curvature for me, staying out of home for first time and coming across lot of new faces and managing work was tough task. But, I feel I have become more mature than the one 2 years ago which is big plus point.

Coming back to Mumbai, it's relief as all my roommates got transfer or job switch, it was bit tough for me to stay there. So, it's sort of feel good inc.

But, there are many things still to be achieved in life, before I can head on my life..

But for now, I will enjoy my home stay!!!!!!!!!

Trivandrum,here I come........

Finally as the days are passing,my date with trivandrum is coming,this makes me more uncomortable as it is making my mind with full of mixed feelings.There is excitement and there is worry of remaining outside of home for two months,there is feeling of boring and fear ;but other part of mind suggests me that it is not time for lose patience and be ready or the situations instead of worrying too much,it is tiume to pull up the socks.
  My mind has become a boxing ring in which so many feelings goes on simultaneously, making my life bit tough.May be I need the break from these things.I think staying at trivandrum surely help to fight  from these worries.May be these worries may calmed down when I will go to trivandrum face the actual situation and atmosphere there will certainly help me and make my life easy.
Seriously,I cannot wait for these days,I am getting impatient as cloudiness over my mind has becoming darker and needs the sunshine to clear out the darkness and to show the reality.

I am eagerly waiting for the day of starting journey to trivandrum.......

Trivandrum Calling..........

Finally, I receive the joining e-mail from TCS!!! I was waiting for it very eagerly for some days,even some of my friends tipped me too much enthusiastic about TCS,but that mail came,my mind got relaxed,for while.....
But the mail had surprise, I have been given trivandrum for ILP.
Hmm,even though I had gone to trivandrum earlier but still I never thought I would get trivandrum with no classmates,thankfully some college friends are with me which will make my life easy there.
After countless phones to HR about my confirmation in TCS,this has to be a big challenge for me.I have to stay for two whole months there,so many preparations are taking place.So that I don't miss a thing.
About trivandrum,I vividly remeber the climate,atmosphere fanatastic to work with, cooler and peaceful. Kerala ,God's own country as they say,offers lifelong learning experience which you never forget.
My kerala journey have beautiful impressions about the beauty of nature,god has given some marvellous creations to that place you readily gets involve in it just as you fell in love with that place!!

I hope this journey towards south teaches me lessons about self-dependence and gives me confidence to work in any conditions.

Queen of Clay.......

Another victory to her crown,but not simple one but the glorious French Open title!!! It's been relishing moment for her as she joins the club of Steffi Graff,Monica Seles who have won Roland Garros championship back to back years.
The start of the year has been disappointing for her,as she had to pull off from Australian Open Final where she could have won it as she was tipped favourate but destiny had different things stored for her,she was not well before that match and had to lay of match.
But resilient Belgian woman has always shown that she has appetite for more crowning glories than any other player,she has been upto every challenge.
Through out this tournament she has been resourceful and played every match with tenacity.She had played every vital strokes at crucial times in matches to snatch the victory from her oppenents. Even playing tennis at semi final and final she never look like she could be beaten at any moment in match.There was no panic in her game,just calmness and method to approach the game as Silent Assasin goes off to his business.
She knows her business and knows her limits and also knows how to excel in tough conditions.
Really speaking,she has the ability to reign woman tennis for long time.

I wish her best for Wimbeldon,which she has not able to conquer.I know she will be ready for it.

Boring life.........

As the days are passing by I am getting really frustrated and bored, there is no wish to do anything.Seriously the end of my college life has really make my life bit difficult.
As the uncertainty about my future creeps on, I am sure to miss my friends who had always helped me in college while working in TCS.
Even the greatest tournament in world,FIFA world cup cannot lift my spirits up.Sometimes I feel dullness has shadowed my senses.
I am waiting for the moment of truth that will enlighten my senses and put me in right track of my career.