Dreamcatcher

A New Beginning!!!!

2008-06-21T21:09:00.001+05:30

Well, last 2 weeks were like rollercoaster, I was having lot of tensions and at the same time excitement of achieving long cherished dream of getting into MBA course to fulfill my ambitious goals in my life.

It's time to gasp some breath and spare some for enjoying the joy of making it into NITIE.

I just can say, "Dream on, Dreamcatcher!!! There is light of hope and excitement at the end of tunnel".

But, before I go further, I need to thank my all friends and well wishers and all the guys who helped and supported me in difficult times in my life and some who even guided me towards the right direction. I think, this achievement is meaningless without them. It's been very hard and toiling journey, and I am happy that it has reached to its proper destination.

I need to share some facts, which I learned in this whole period of time and are worthwhile to remember-

First, you need to have lot of patience and perseverance to achieve the desired goals of life. I accept that I lost the faith and more important patience in the last phases, something I will keep in my mind that hard battles are won by patience not by any other weapons.

Second, life starts where you want it to start, so its better you make your life as you wish rather than life makes you as per other conditions. It's not important to win each "RatRace". (and I would rather say it's not essential that you need to be part of it.) But success does not mean winning; success shows how you handle the life in very difficult times.

Thirdly, keep dreaming !!!! That's thing which keeps you alive in this world. It is the belief that there is something, which is still need to conquer and something that makes you happy. Never stop dreaming, for me the growth of our life ends when your dreams are over.

Last and but not the least, Thanks to TCS who supported my decision for MBA and waived the bond for me, something I did not expected but kind hearted HRs helped me for my reliving process.

Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional....

2008-05-24T23:05:00.002+05:30

Last 2 months, have been boring and frustrating months of my life. I am juggling through various project offers but it seems no one is willing to accept me, where I wanted to go. May be it will continue for some time.

MBA thing has also taken a big hit after MDI waitlist didn't move as I expected and I think it's out of the window. I feel may be I am expecting too much out of life or been just unlucky on various occasions and took some wrong decisions on crunch times.

I don't know, how much repairing needs to be done on my attitude or vision or may be worse, my aspirations....

I am laying in my bed around these times in my home but never had the feeling of peace which I am searching over the last 4 years, just slogging hard at goals that always felt short by an inch and never had the courage to think beyond it. May be it's time to do that.....

As far as life goes, I would like to give all best wishes to Bhim and thite dudes for their MBA course.

I need to start the new campaign for my life...

As it says "Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional...."

Homecoming......

2008-04-05T20:15:00.002+05:30

Finally, after almost two very hard years , I am starting my blog which I missed a lot and couldn't do it from office as it was blocked.But anyways now, I am back with bang!!!!

My life in TCS have been more interesting than I thought. In ILP, I made some very good friends across TCS and still miss my ILP days.
My base branch was Bangalore, which was again new place for me but proved to be more fruitful in experience and confidence as I stayed alone with my friends there. I think, my life was made comfortable in Bangalore by senior as well as junior colleagues who helped me to get settled in my IT professional life in stressful and demanding environment.

It was big learning curvature for me, staying out of home for first time and coming across lot of new faces and managing work was tough task. But, I feel I have become more mature than the one 2 years ago which is big plus point.

Coming back to Mumbai, it's relief as all my roommates got transfer or job switch, it was bit tough for me to stay there. So, it's sort of feel good inc.

But, there are many things still to be achieved in life, before I can head on my life..

But for now, I will enjoy my home stay!!!!!!!!!

Trivandrum,here I come........

2006-06-28T17:12:00.000+05:30

Finally as the days are passing,my date with trivandrum is coming,this makes me more uncomortable as it is making my mind with full of mixed feelings.There is excitement and there is worry of remaining outside of home for two months,there is feeling of boring and fear ;but other part of mind suggests me that it is not time for lose patience and be ready or the situations instead of worrying too much,it is tiume to pull up the socks.
My mind has become a boxing ring in which so many feelings goes on simultaneously, making my life bit tough.May be I need the break from these things.I think staying at trivandrum surely help to fight from these worries.May be these worries may calmed down when I will go to trivandrum face the actual situation and atmosphere there will certainly help me and make my life easy.
Seriously,I cannot wait for these days,I am getting impatient as cloudiness over my mind has becoming darker and needs the sunshine to clear out the darkness and to show the reality.

I am eagerly waiting for the day of starting journey to trivandrum.......

Trivandrum Calling..........

2006-06-17T18:58:00.000+05:30

Finally, I receive the joining e-mail from TCS!!! I was waiting for it very eagerly for some days,even some of my friends tipped me too much enthusiastic about TCS,but that mail came,my mind got relaxed,for while.....
But the mail had surprise, I have been given trivandrum for ILP.
Hmm,even though I had gone to trivandrum earlier but still I never thought I would get trivandrum with no classmates,thankfully some college friends are with me which will make my life easy there.
After countless phones to HR about my confirmation in TCS,this has to be a big challenge for me.I have to stay for two whole months there,so many preparations are taking place.So that I don't miss a thing.
About trivandrum,I vividly remeber the climate,atmosphere fanatastic to work with, cooler and peaceful. Kerala ,God's own country as they say,offers lifelong learning experience which you never forget.
My kerala journey have beautiful impressions about the beauty of nature,god has given some marvellous creations to that place you readily gets involve in it just as you fell in love with that place!!

I hope this journey towards south teaches me lessons about self-dependence and gives me confidence to work in any conditions.

Queen of Clay.......

2006-06-11T11:45:00.000+05:30

Another victory to her crown,but not simple one but the glorious French Open title!!! It's been relishing moment for her as she joins the club of Steffi Graff,Monica Seles who have won Roland Garros championship back to back years.
The start of the year has been disappointing for her,as she had to pull off from Australian Open Final where she could have won it as she was tipped favourate but destiny had different things stored for her,she was not well before that match and had to lay of match.
But resilient Belgian woman has always shown that she has appetite for more crowning glories than any other player,she has been upto every challenge.
Through out this tournament she has been resourceful and played every match with tenacity.She had played every vital strokes at crucial times in matches to snatch the victory from her oppenents. Even playing tennis at semi final and final she never look like she could be beaten at any moment in match.There was no panic in her game,just calmness and method to approach the game as Silent Assasin goes off to his business.
She knows her business and knows her limits and also knows how to excel in tough conditions.
Really speaking,she has the ability to reign woman tennis for long time.

I wish her best for Wimbeldon,which she has not able to conquer.I know she will be ready for it.

Boring life.........

2006-06-10T22:46:00.000+05:30

As the days are passing by I am getting really frustrated and bored, there is no wish to do anything.Seriously the end of my college life has really make my life bit difficult.
As the uncertainty about my future creeps on, I am sure to miss my friends who had always helped me in college while working in TCS.
Even the greatest tournament in world,FIFA world cup cannot lift my spirits up.Sometimes I feel dullness has shadowed my senses.
I am waiting for the moment of truth that will enlighten my senses and put me in right track of my career.

Looking forward.....

2006-06-01T19:49:00.000+05:30

         Finally the entire course BE has now officially ended but not on right note as I would like it.I would like to take positives from it and search for the new destinations-horizons which are yet to uncovered.
        There are lot of things I have learned and there are many to learn!! I will be graduated officially from some months now.There may more responsibilities and challenges waiting for me.
        Four years of my life at SPCE will be remembered for giving me lessons which will always help me in life,morever the friends who helped me getting through the problems I faced at SPCE.This is a lifelong experience which will be always cherished by me.
       I will always remember SPCE as institute that has offered me lot of opportunities to explore the depth of course.
      Seriously, I haven't stop chasing my dreams so I have to keep pushing hard myself.Anyways I wish best for my friends for their future.

Taxi No. 9211

2006-03-04T18:58:00.000+05:30

Today, I watched Nana patekar and John Abraham starrer Taxi No.9211.It was really relief film watching as compared to any other ordinary hindi film.It was well scripted and directed film.
I thought, there was bit scope for improvement.One stand out point made by director if you have enough and innovative story,you don't have to add some stupid music to increase it's USP.
The story goes this way Nana aka Raghu Shastri is middle-class man whose behaviour is abnormal.He is always in paranoidal mood.He always thinks that all of the world is against him and he gets himself in quarrels,fights with others.
He is one of those persons who is never happy with himself.He had been thrown out 23 times from various jobs and has ended himself as Taxi Driver.But,he lied to his wife,because of fear of losing her,telling her that he is LIC agent.
Then John Abraham,he is son of the late rich businessman who have left Rs.300 crore behind him,but in Will he has named his property to his friend leaving his son nowhere.
John aka Jai Mittal is happy-go-lucky person.He loves parties,loves flurting with girls and thinks that he can enjoy his life on his father's money without having to do any work.
But Will problem forces him to see the true colours of life.He learns to see the true nature of people around him. They meet in one taxi and hell-ride of their life begins until they meet their destinies.
When you see the film,you have to appreciate the Nana Patekar's acting.The veteran is in great form and has delivered mind boggling performance.He has completely taken film on his shoulders and made a strong point.Really it was great sight to see glimpses of romantic attitude of Nana.Truly,hat's off!! (Even I went to theatre to watch his performance,paisa vasool!!!)
On the other side,even acting in several films,John Abraham hasn't improve that much.He has good body-language but hasn't command on dialogue delivering and his acting looks out of touch.This is main reason,he has failed to induce audience to come in theatres.
Sonali Kulkarni has made gold in little role that has offered to her.In the film,she is the wife of Nana,she is only in the world, who understands the agony of Raghu aka Nana.Her role have emotional side but in, all an excellent performance to support Nana.
To the director,I think he has made good effort to remain true to subject,hasnot let film slipped away in throughout 1.40 hours.He truly justified the need of story over songs,music for making film successful.I would give thumbs-up to him.I rate this film ***1/2.Overall good experience,go watch it.
Watching this film,it really made me to think.Is it really essential to run behind some short term goals without thinking about the future?
It was worhtwhile to note that,you can't make others happy unless you are honest to yourself.
You can't fool yourself for others, it always takes the courage to act like yourself.Anyways good food for thought.

CET and aftermath.....................

2006-02-26T19:07:00.000+05:30

What a happening day was for me.I never thought this would result in dramatic series of events.
The day before exam was really asking very much of me,I had severe headache for whole day and I didnot get sleep thoroughly, thanks to some problem of gas and my stomach was aching as if someone was whacking it from inside.So I was having nightmare.

But thanks to timing of CET, which was on 2'o clock in afternoon, it give me chance to sleep beyond my normal timing. After getting up, I had only one and half hour to go CET ,I had to go centre with half-filled stomach.I touched centre at one hour before the timing.

But the real shock was waiting there for me,I sat there nearly 40 mins,I was chatting with some good natured boy(I hope he gets good score in CET),I came to know the exam has to be done by BLACK INK PEN.I was really haywire as there were no stationary stores nearby.I was in deep mess,but God (and my fate) was just tasting my patience,I met some friend he helped me by giving his extra ball pen.I think, my exam attempt is dedicated to those two dudes.I was nearly saved by their generosity.

After entering to exam hall,we had to fill form by pen.There many of us made mistakes where we have to fill all details.So many of us had to get answersheet replaced(thank god,I wasn't one of them),but there were only limited extra sheets,so only some of us got replced others have to do with those answersheets,I think DTE should take leaf out CAT system,it should avoid BLACK PEN system to all pencil system so any body mistakes can correct it without any problems.

when I saw paper,I was bit perplexed because it was unusual pattern for me.After solving around 15 papers I was bit unsure of any strategy because time was running out so I had turn to my old strategy that is 'No Strategy, simply attack'.But I made some mistakes lost due BLACK pen system where I could not correct my wrong answers.I was very used to pencil that I had various thoughts on filling answer-sheets because no answer change was applicable after filling answer.
It was really tough paper for me,I don't know about others but my chances looks very weak.

I don't know what destiny has set for me,but this one looks bit hard.But no one knows because those idiots have took question papers with answersheets.
So I pray that everyone gets his desired scores.I have screwed my paper.....................

Yeh hai meri kahani....................................

2006-02-17T08:43:00.000+05:30

Yestersday results came.It was really series of unexpected shocks.I never thought this would happened in final year.The day before results, I was believing that only our college having apparently checking jerks but hats off to Mumbai University they have the best jerks in our country! For a one thought in my mind,I should known and anticipated this after First sem's result.Even though there are more than 20 people ahead of me, I still somehow secured 69%, that is the only good thing came out.
I thought University would be more sensible in final years results by checking paper thouroughly,but I was wrong. Some of the guys who never got first class before got distinction this time,truly mind blowing.
In mean course of results,some of my good friends got KTs, I thought it was harsh on their part as this our final year it might affect thier placements.I pray to the god that they would get clear in revaluation.
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What a time to place the results,SPACE (remarkable feature of the Electrical dept. but before mechanical dept,so one thumbs for them).
It was really boring and sub-standard DJ night, they had brought some local tyro for saving money for pronite.Ours SPACE was rocking, we had DJ Ryan Beck,it was really DJ night to remember!
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For me, it is time to look forward to new destinations,challenges and wonders of life.CET is coming next weekend, for me it will be acid test to decide the next two years what will be I am doing.So I am preparing myself for it.

A Different perspective towards life

2006-02-01T16:02:00.000+05:30

Yesterday,I saw a good marathi film 'Aga Bai ....Arrecha!'.It was really eye-opening experience for me.In our dull and boring life,we can make it beautiful by seeing it diffrently and taking all things positively.In some part of life, you need something different to make life interesting and enjoyable. These can be even simple things such as living life for others.In today's world, people live to die next day and make their life pretty complicated.Even I was on that way,but got reminding pinch from that film.It was saying to me,please die to live life other day(not actually die..!),but enjoy beautiful things in the world.Getting along with other things that I never ever thought,I wouldnot counted in my life.These may be smaller things in world's perspective,but those are things which gives you most happiness and satisfaction of life.Most important,change is needed when you experience bitter life and that's what brings you refreshment in your life.
For a film, it was worth 31/2 rating(I think director could have used the idea in very broader and effective manner,never mind it was very good effort).Story was hero was protaganist of today's world story,he was troubled by so many problem,he asked god why his life ruined,in turn god gives him power of telepathy,which he could know what is in mind of women,and discovers how life is interesting through that experince(The central idea was taken from Mel gibson starrer,'What women want' and is better in quality of expressing idea than this english film).It was worthwhile to know,road to woman's heart is through their mind.Many of my friends were suggesting different ways about it but I think it is best way to convince woman,if you can judge what's in her mind and what she expects about life and world,you might be next on her list.
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I want to clarify doubts of one of my friends that my blog is not about tennis,it's about taking passion,positivity and exeburence in my life.I feel I exeperience these qualities in watching sports such as tennis,football etc.I want to emulate these in my life and that was purpose of writing them.
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I think it might turnout to be habit,but I am loving it and want to congratulate my friend Amey(as many times as I can) for execellent score in XAT exam securing 99.76 percentile(bhim legaya...and he is on fire) and want to write many pages for his success.God bless him.
I pray to god,if I can emulate these qualities in my exam CET.I hope god helps me on D-day.

An epic match-Roger Federer Vs Marcos Baghdatis

2006-01-29T17:35:00.000+05:30

Alas, Roger Federer won the Australian Open 2006(as I expected!),but for me, main highlight of the match was young cypriot Marcus Baghdatis.
He displayed some fantastic tennis culture,even Federer found difficult initially.For die-hard federer fan like me,has to appreciate his effort.I like his exeburence,intensity and willingness to do everything to win.At age like 20,he showed some masterclass and brought some freshness in the tournament.I mean,his way to final,was nothing less than fairytale.He was unseeded player in this tournament,nobody thought he would reach final! In his way to finals,he destroyed players like Stepanek,Roddick(I never seen somebody ever tormented Roddick's game as badly as ever)Ljubicic,all higher seeded players.Then,comes the match I won't never forget(I actually saw late-replay,missed the fun!),great dual with Nalbandian.He came back in that match from two sets down,played Nalbandian service in cruelest manner.His hard hitting vicious forehand virtually hampered Nalbandian's game in all sorts of department.
Today,he played first two sets superbly giving Federer,scare of losing his title for the first time in tournament.For that period of time,I thought something in Federer was lacking,he was stunned by Marcos's play.He was commiting too many mistakes such as hitting ball too hard.His service was not at mark,for whole match ,his first serve percentage is just around 50%.Had Marcos taken breakpoints in second set,he could forced the issue till five sets.
In the period of struggle,Federer picked himself up took second set fightingly,despite valiant efforts of Marcos.He showed the world why he is world no.1,at crucial times he produced his best game in the match.His tenacity to win the title was as such he broke Marcos's serve consistently and played some amazing backhands and forehands. He won next two sets completely overshadowing Marcos by 6-0,6-2.

But,truly Marcos deserves his share of success,hats off to him.I will be seeing him at Rolland Garros.Keep it up dude....

Truly,Master at his work

2006-01-27T17:32:00.000+05:30

What can I say about this man, I always felt short of words when I describe him.Roger Federer,the name itself tells you the story.
When I see him playing tennis,I always get spellbound by his charismatic artwork of tennis.He has made tennis such simple game,even I sometimes feel to have racquet and go out there!
But, seriously enigma of his play as such even his critics would always admire him.
Today,it was semifinal between Federer and Nicholos Kiefer.
I won't describe full match,here as it was must watch!(those who missed are unlucky people,who lost chance to see beatiful game at its best).
Federer won the match 6-3,5-7,6-0,6-2.But ,that's not the story.The way he won was the story.Remarkable feature of his play was classic backhand volleys(it was worth watching and learning experiences for kids and upcoming tennis players).You won't find such finest backhand volley player in the world.

You might find,I may be overpraising Federer, forgive me for that! I am not taking any credit from Kiefer,he tried everything.He fought and fought hard.He was gutsy in second set and eventually won it.He was indeed superb, in the sense many players get undershadowed while playing with Federer,so the best doesnot come out from them.He forced Federer to great extent in the match,but when someone plays like Federer,nothing can stop you in the world!

Next,Baghdatis in finals.Well,the new kid on block may have point to prove.But King Federer will be tough task for him.I wish him best of luck.As Federer express continues to run..............

Play it like-Justine Henin-Hardenne

2006-01-26T10:57:00.000+05:30

What a match we had on the morning! It was a clash of contenders of womens singles title,the match between Justine Henin-Hardenne and Glam-doll Maria Sharpova.
It was one of the most interesting matches, I saw in this edition of Australian open.First set,both ladies went over each other and after fierce battle,Maria won the first set 6-4.
Many of the spectators already started counting the belgium lady.But the second set was exactly anti-climax,Justine showed resilience in very broader manner,she not only did not lose focus but also played some fanatastic tennis,producing fanatastic baseline game (I think she is one of the bestline players in women tennis),superb ability to pick-up corners of court and powerded herself to come on top of Maria.
Second set was indeed test of mental toughness,physical ability,patience and focus on baseline game.Unfortunately,Maria failed in it,giving handfull of opportunities to justine.She lost her coolness and concentration in the game.One hard hitting fact come in to picture that Maria cannot play backhand drop shot perfectly,poor lady went on trying it again and again,everytime finishing in the nets.Justine broke her serves and won the second set 6-1.
At the end of the second set,Maria look exhausted as If she lost her gas.But strong words of wisdom came from her dad and she picked herself up for the ultimate challenge.Meanwhile, Justine was on top of her game ,looking more comfortable in the match than ever.
In third set,first four games both held their services,but again Justine produced fanatastic shots that placed in Maria in tricky and delicae posiion in match 5-2.But russian lady didnot let the match to go simply.She broke Justine's serve and came back in match 5-4.
Everyone was expecting to Maria to hold her serve to extend match in crucial stage,but experience and perserverance of Justine was too much,that led final knock-out punch to Maria
and Justine won third set and match 6-4.
Maria was shaky in baseline game,she was not best playing long volleys at baselines.Her physical fitness and mental toughness was not upto mark.She was letting her frustration out on umpire decision by frequently asking questiong umpire.
On the other hand,Justine palyed calm and collctive tennis in whole match,she didnot let her frustrations out,instead she put all in her efforts in match and won wonderfully.Another masterpiece,way to go belgium lady..............and finals is next.

One overheard rumour.....

2006-01-24T15:05:00.000+05:30

Most of the engineers know two best rumours in their engineering course ,one is exam is postponed and other is results are coming today! Today I heard the latter one and some of my friends were sure that it will be coming atleast end of this week.
Firstly,I don't like talking of results before coming out as it reminds me,my terrible experiences during exam and my many avoidable silly mistakes.Some people forecast(!) their results even month before(I don't know,how???) results come out.When you are studying in Mumbai University,you don't expect results;you accept it by believing that it might get better by revaluation of all papers.This is underlying principle behind Mumbai university results.
And how can I forget that, my unforgettable journeys to Mumbai University.Some of my friends thinks, I am the best guide to Mumbai university campus,still.....!
Sincerly,I hope the coming result should be very good considering it is our final year and everyone should get atleast first class.Many of us are placed,so it should not affect our career.
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I would like to congratulate my dear friend, bhim aka amey,as he has received an IIM-C call for FPM(Fellow programme in Management),that is Ph.d. in management.
It's great to hear Dr. Amey Kulkarni!, keep it up dude.

MANU rocks......

2006-01-23T17:17:00.000+05:30

Yesterday, I saw one of the most anticipated match in English premiership.It was match between MANU and Liverpool.Though I do like both team lot, but my personal favourite team is MANU.
When it comes to these crunch matches I always want, that MANU should come on top.
Yesterday,same happened!Though match was not dominated MANU,but they defended like lions in whole match.This was uncharacteristic thing about MANU who were struggling in defensive department in this month.So it was quite good comeback for them.
I don't disrespect Liverpool,but let's give credit to MANU.I like tough football, rusty tackling and passion about defending shown by MANU.In whole game,it was looking like Liverpool can take away game from MANU in any minute;but MANU resisted and stayed in the game towards the end.Until heartening header from Rio Ferdinand came last to rescue.Before that it was bit dull match( I have to admit this,I seen some really exciting games those two sides)!
The serious fact come out from this result,is MANU is clearly lacking one playmaker(Ballack could have great factor) and in the end of this summer,they have to look some playmaker from transfer window as only Wayne rooney was making some serious runs and was only one who look threatening to Liverpool.
Nevertheless,MANU showed their ability to halt any winning streak.They halted Gunners who were 48 match unbeaten, got beating from MANU at crucial points.They interrupted Chelsea's dream to remain unbeaten this season.And it was now time of Liverpool who was 13 match unbeaten!
Clearly,MANU rocks.........

One GD venture

2006-01-22T18:52:00.000+05:30

Today,I was not prepare to go class for GD and PI orientation lecture until Amey aka Bhim somewhat persuaded me by mentioning some important facts about GD.So I was not eager at first,but decided against it.
When I reach class I saw only 18-20 people for that lecture,it was not lecture actually it was meant for practice GD.So it give me indication,I had to participate in it even if I am not interested.Presently,I am giving importance to CET than GD as I am not expecting calls on the basis of CAT score!
Interestingly,bhim was eager to participate in it,joined other people and then topic given for first GD was 'Should capital punishment be mandatory for rapist?' Bhim was not comfortable with topic, as he was bit silent (we don't see bhim silent in GD!) .He was expecting good topic than this.
At this point of time,I thought I could have join this GD ,I was having good points to speak as some girls got bit emotional in GD.Nevertheless,I do got chance to passify main dominating girl in my GD.
So after this,it was time for me to step in for some fun ride as I was expecting!Our GD topic was
'Public sector Vs Private sector'.so after scrubbing some waywrd points in notebook for one minute,I got ready for GD.
One guy started introduction part,but he forgot define what is public and private sectors,poor guy gave me good chance to cut him.I gleefully accepted opportunity,told him what to do in introduction and was going to make introduction and one of those girls stepped in get the control and gave good introduction, I was stunned she used my method to nullify me!
But in the GD I gave fair ideas but I was struggling for making proper sentences and hence there wasn't any continuity and uniformity in my points.So others were taking time to get in the GD by cutting me.But,I was showing resilience and got in some situation forcefully to make points.Because of Improper Ideation of points,I was struggling to impress the group and others were trying to sideline me.In one situation,one girl named Deepika,got hostility from me.I just can't believe this girl,when she got chance to speak she was turned on like radio and was taking group beyond scope of GD at some time.She has incredible ability of talking trash and irrelevent points for 2-3 minutes(hats off to her)!!
In course of that, she gave me chance to do my favourite work i.e. cut her point (though I don't like to cut people in conversation frequently,but I had enough of her).I was lurking for the opprtunity and was given couple of times!
At the end,we didn't turn up in fish market scenario as some members were bit peaceful(No despo like bhim in our GD!,thank god).Nevertheless,I had fair idea about my performance.May be next time,I will perform better by firing all cylinders in GD.

Rendezvous with the Destiny

2006-01-19T16:14:00.001+05:30

When I look back at my life, I realise the importance of existence in today's world. Just as I mean to say "existence", many scenes from past gets pictured in front of me as 'ghost from past'. These ghostly images makes their presence felt , astoundingly.They try to haunt me but somehow I keep my existence alive ; not by praying to god everytime but fighting to the situations.
How much I have taken from life is not important but how much I have given to life,interestingly. There were situations in past I didn't made right decision,clearly they always make me sad and questions on my ability to stand in front. By the time, I had chance to make my mind,situation already had lost from my hand,leaving me no choice than to accept the situation.
Many times, I dare to ask destiny what it has store for me, only struggle? Or something else......
Sadly,that something else hasn't revealed yet, may be that would be unfolded by order of destiny.

Hope, one beautiful name given for searching our own destiny.But I don't hope as I don't like to tie down by bounds of destiny.I want freedom from destiny,want to make my decisions on my own.But shockingly,tough situation make me slave of destiny,obeying all orders of her.
Inside in me,someone try to break free but doesn't succeed but shows one beautiful oasis in the life.I gets unsettled and try to search it, but it still no sign of life!

The new beginning.........................

2006-01-18T15:57:00.001+05:30

The last semester has started,new things,new books and new tensions.......! For me,I will be with my good friends for 3-4 months and then we will disperse in our professions.So I will miss my good friends, Amey who may be going to do MBA,whose company I will never forget and my childhood friend Bhupendra whom I will be dearly missing,I can't imagine I am going to work without him!(we have been close to each other and always doing things together! ) .Other friends fortunately are with me at TCS where I am placed! So I will be meeting them regularly.
After my CAT results,I have been finding my rhythm but still hasn't succeeded to focus my mind in particular direction.I was feeling bit insecurity and curiosity about my future.
But today I have decided to grab my focus and give the best shot at coming CET.I hope, I get my desired success and reach my performance to my expectations!

One bore day..............

2006-01-17T15:18:00.000+05:30

Today was a dull day in college and I fear that coming days might also turn out to be classic epitome of boredom as RD and sangeeta co managing all day proceedings.
Yesterday,I borrowed book from PG which created stir that I never expected as everyone was looking amused and behaving like hypocrites towards me,as I made unforgiven sin! I don't know what is problem if you start some portion of study when your semester starts it only helps in preparation leave and if you start studying in PL then it adds more pressure!So what is better scenario? people think that I only do study and all others do only timepass ,I think exactly opposite as exam results always give truth(mine are never satisfactory !).Enough of silly stuff.....
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As I am eager to watch INDO-PAK cricket match where sehwag and dravid will hopefully making mockery of Pakistan bowling,but another day for cricket play has been stopped for bad light!
It seems nothing has been working fine for play to start.
Hmm... I thought sehwag could make 401 n.o. to break Lara 's batting world record but it seems dream today.I hope we get such innings to watch again in series!

Alas,new beginning....

2006-01-16T18:28:00.000+05:30

Well, after long time I am starting my blog-writing again! So much blah blah about my blog, specially having sarcastic feelings and some wayward contributions towards it made me sick.
Some fellows felt that I cannot write the blog as my english poor standard comparing to their so-called "high standard".Oh,hell with them! I personally give them middle finger salute.
As now onwards I am going to write the way I like,I think not on their terms

WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE

2005-02-14T19:17:00.000+05:30

WELL, I HAVE TO THANK MY FRIEND FOR CORRECTING MY GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES IN MY RECENT POST.
BUT I HAVE OBJECTION, HE COULD HAVE FINISH IT BETTER WAY.I AM JUST STARTED TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH ,HE IS GOING TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH BY SOME VULGAR LANGUAGE THEN IT IS NO USE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HARD DAYS

2005-02-10T12:29:00.000+05:30

IT'S BEEN VERY UPS AND DOWNS OF LIFE FOR ME. I HAVE FACE ONE OF THE HARDEST MOMENTS OF LIFE.MY RESULTS WAS NOT UPTO TO THE MARK.IT'S REALLY CRUCIAL FOR MY PLACEMENT CHANCES.
IT WAS REALLY DEMORALISING FOR ME THAT ALL MY HARDSHIP WAS WASTED IN ONE MOMENT,IT FELT LIKE I WAS STABBED IN MY BACK.I TRULY LOST MY CONFINDENCE IN MYSELF.I HOPE IN FUTURE GOOD THINGS ARE STORE FOR ME.
I DONOT WANT SAME HUMILIATING MOMENTS AGAIN.

i am online

2005-02-01T15:16:00.000+05:30

hey guys,
i am online. one of my best(!) friends advised me to open a blog so i am doing it.